Semester is coming to a halting end. It's frosty out side. This last couple of months have been, least to say, hell. And I love them. It's about the experience, right? It's all for the rush. The rush of life, of love, of what you think may turn in to love, and the sad rush of regret. It has all hit me with no mercy. I fell for someone who will never put me on there list of priorities. I left the job which as much as I say I hated it, I loved it, because someone needed me. Everyone needed me. I've only regretted one thing; not being more involved. Involved with my life. I have been lazy, and unruly with my laundry. Terrible I know. I have given in and given up to easily. I have let me down. This day has no direction, no real way. This is how it works, I am sure of it. Just go for it. No plans, schedules. Just do the damn thing. You only have this one life to do it. To take charge, to be the all you can, to love as much, as well as laugh. To experience, to fail, to learn, to do it all. Your life is not an odd book of fatalism. You can make your own path. Be thankful for every move you make, for you may not make them tomorrow.
Where ever you go in life, remember it's the misfortune that has guided you.
this is so genius.
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