It's lost the value. Your morals are shot, and slowly slinking down the drain. But don't worry, He said that He would be there. Always; never failing. Til the end, I promise you. It will not fail, your faith. It'll get stronger.
The value of things in life have become nothing.
You are pennies on the dollar.
These are the things you tell yourself when you wallow in the dark. You never seem to lift your head to see the great around you. What you've done, become, created will never be what you wanted or enough. Why can't you let it be enough. Not for anyone else, but for your damn self.
You can be all that you need. Just let go. Let yourself be the you the you've always needed. Be you. Be the you that I know you can. You are enough. You are beautiful. A mother. A mother who tries. So that makes you great. You are intelligent and still learning. Still gaining. You love even when it's not the best thing to do. You cry, and that's ok too. You are you. And I have never been so proud. I have never been so proud to know you. To know me.
This is your Kingdom. Rule it.