Sometimes, wanting for the sake of wanting is bullshit.
Pricy cheese. Spa days. Sweet ass rides. Fluffy socks.
Is there a reason we can't just be happy with what we've got?
Cool stuff won't help us sleep at night, right?
Listen up Wolf Pack! If you don't like who you are; if you don't like the world around you; if you wake up every morning feeling hopeless, scared and sad... it's never too late to stand up and change.
Sometimes, you'll never find out what you need if you don't give it a try.
What do you want?
I want friends. I want never ending love. I want family that I can be proud of. I want something that makes no damn sense. I want cream cheese wontons and a peaceful mind. I want clean socks without holes. I want something that makes my heart pound. I want to be so scared, so damn scared that I almost shit. I want things just because I don't have them. It's bullshit.
I want to make my own decisions,
my own possibilities.
I can't escape this. I don't fit in with any of this. My mind is lost. I can't understand any of this.
It's only in your head, kid.
Your heart isn't rotting. It's not falling apart.
You're beautiful. You may be crazy, but all the good ones are.
Don't wish for it. Work for it.
I can't tell you how much thing hurt when you don't get what you want. When life fights with you, fight back.
Life will change. Someday.
